Monday, June 13, 2011

I Danced with Him

.
I always dance with Jesus




In my imagination....














A lady at church said to me a few months ago "Are you a dancer? I 


really see you as a dancer!?  And I laughed and said "is it 


because I always stand like this" I laughed as I Looked down at my 


legs which are guaranteed




to be crossed anytime I am standing.

I thought.


I don't dance....Only in my imagination, and I really love dancing!





When I was born my feet and legs/hips were twisted, 

I was in cast from 2 month till I was 2 

years old.






 I grew up with no memories of this, and although I knew the 


facts...it was really just a "nothing issue" I mean really what 


does it matter? 


 as it turns out


They were wrong when They told my mother I'd never walk anyways!.







though secretly I wonder if my mom just said that to make me feel



good about myself





While I was praying one day God was telling me what He liked about 


me, 


and He said "I love it when you dance with me"


And I laughed, 


I remembered the lady saying that, and Him and I both Know that I 


really do dance with Him all the time.



...Thats Nice I thought, how nice...





Im not very close to my family and I don't get to see them as 


often as Id like. The last time my mom came to my place was about 6


years ago, due to health reasons.





Besides the fact that they live 8 hours away...they just cant drive that far....until the other night 


when I get a phone call..they will be here in 1/2 hour 


(NOT MUCH TIME TO CLEAN!)





They could only stay a few hours, 


and maybe it was me...


but I believe I felt a nudge to ask about my legs.



As she told me...again 


about being in casts, 


the Dr appointments...


She says "and at 2 yrs old Dr.Brook took off your casts, looked at 


me and said, 'she'll never really walk' my mom promised him I 


would.


She looks at me and said 


"And do you KNOW how I taught you to walk?.....


I danced with you"

And when she said that I remembered dancing on her feet...


And God whispered to me


"I love it when you dance with me"


And I knew then that I had danced with Jesus.